He is the one

All this while, I keep rejecting guys who are trying to approach me,
And I don't understand, why am I doing such thing,
My oldest sister said, most probably I'm not ready for being loved,
But now, I have a super-sweet Mr Captain Commander,
Who is completing my life!
Thank you for being my sweetheart.

He made me feel like I'm the luckiest girl on earth

Things that you should know.

1. I'm virgin

2. I'm friendly

3. I've lotsa boyfriends rather than girlfriends

4. I've fall for a faker once in facebook

5. I'm never had a serious relationship with any guy

6. I hardly trust guys

7. I'm a very independent lady

8. I'm not interested to have a bf before

9. I'm labeled as a playgirl

10. I'm all rounded person

11. Currently, I'm in love with an army

12. I love the way he make me feel

13. He's a cutie and good in making my heart smile

14. I heard so many negative perceptions bout army

15. Yet, I'm giving a chance to evaluate him by myself

16. I keep on looking at his photos

17. He's a hotstuff and I feel insecure with my rivals

18. He's my Farid Kamil, Aril Peterpan, Brat Pitt..u just name it!

19. I'm in LOVE

20. I'll try to stay strong. Try to not fall for him deeper and deeper.

I feel bad

Salam Jumaat semua..Lama sangat kan, Murni tak update? Sorry for that, coz I'm busy with my posting in Terendak and exam preparation..Soo..Im gonna  tell u guys bout something that disturbing my mind for the past 3-4 days.

The first thing is, I'm in love! And he's an army. And it was started with a tricky game initiated by myself. So, I'm kinda lost with this game coz, I've fall for him. And I dont think he had the same feeling towards me. I've made a confession yesterday just because, I cant concentrate on my revision when the brain is keep on processing his words, his sentences and his smile. So, lets move on Murni! Probably he's so perfect to be your partner.

And the second thing is, there is a guy..ok, I kena tulis in Malay sebab kemungkinan besar lelaki itu akan google untuk translate ini. Hahaha..Ada jejaka dari Dubai yang merupakan bisnes partner kakak Murni, datang ke KL for business matter. Since kakak Murni tak dapat nak  entertain dia semalam, Murni lah yang bertanggungjawab untuk melakukan tugas tersebut. Murni bawa dia pergi KL, area Bukit Bintang. Dia belikan Murni macam-macam barang. Semua yang branded. Setiap kedai yang kami masuk, dia suruh Murni ambik satu item. Mula-mula memang rasa gembira. Masuk kedai ketiga, Murni rasa tak sedap hati sangat. Sebab Murni tau, ini bukan hak Murni. Dan tiba-tiba teringat kat mak.

Masa on the way balik, asik terfikir je pasal barang-barang yang Murni terima dari dia. Seriously, semuanya mahal. Itu baru shopping dengan dia semalam. Dia ada bagi satu beg besar, penuh dengan hadiah yang dia bawa dari Dubai, China dan Singapore. Sampai rumah, termenung tengok barang tu. Ini bukan hak Murni. Ini bukan hak Murni. Murni anggarkan, semua barang yang Murni terima semalam, lebih kurang Rm10k. MashaAllah..syukur di atas semua rezeki ini. Murni tanya, kenapa beli semua ni? Dia jawab, "U deserve more than this..because u're a kind person" Tapi pada hakikatnya, Murni ni orang biasa. Suka juga berdengki dengan orang lain. Baik apa nya?

Sekarang ni, hati memang sangat tak tenang. Memikirkan, samada betul ke orang Dubai ni memang bermurah hati bagi hadiah2 tu untuk seorang kawan? Atau mungkin dia mengharapkan sesuatu? Atau mungkin, ini cara dia nak pikat hati Murni?

Frankly said, Murni mmg suka dengan barang-barang yang dia bagi. Tapi setakat disitu saja. Duit dan harta, tak kan dapat beli hati ini. Murni hanya mampu untuk menyayangi seorang lelaki sahaja. Tapi, kalau perempuan lain, Murni rasa, mesti dah terima lelaki kaya ni tadi. Dia ada segala-galanya. Rupa pun ok. Baik pun baik. Personaliti bagus. Segala-galanya. Guaranty, memang akan hidup senang.

Kenapa Murni tak berminat dengan dia?

Ini disebabkan hati dah ada pada orang lain. Dan hidup terlampau senang bukanlah impian Murni. U wont get the satisfaction, when u achieve something very easily.

p/s: Nak upload gambar barang-barang yang dia bagi. Tapi takut. Takut orang kata Murni ada sugar daddy :(

I'm back!

I've finished with my posting in Terendak Hospital.
Now, I'm back in Bangi 2 hours ago.
Back here, to complete another task.
Practical in Terendak gave me a great experience, memoirs and knowledges.



And, Im started missing Terendak











and HIM! :)